New Blog

This will be the last post here. Google Chrome has blocked this for viruses apparently. So here's my new one:

http://bleeding-lips-and-blackened-hearts.blogspot.co.uk/

It's a lot darker than this blog so be warned that most posts may trigger, and it deals with themes such as anorexia, self harm and depression and is a lot more out-there. Just a heads up for you all.

All my love
Darkeyes
xxxx

Catharsis

So yes, I'm back I suppose. Not anything cheery to report really. There was one time where things did look up a bit near the end of 2012, but as usual, it was again time for another beating. Almost literally too.

I'm not going to divulged the full details on this blog because it's already escalated and rather messy. Not to mention I'm pretty humiliated, angry, depressed and upset about all this. So the break up....I continued to hurt myself, we got back together, found out there had been another girl, we stayed together everything was fine, Christmas and New Year were pretty depressing without Mum. So there I was, thinking this new year would be alright especially since 13 is my lucky number, always has been.

Oops.

Well lets just say his family have caused a lot of trouble, parents and the school were involved, a certain element of harassing, just a dash of invasion of privacy and a sprinkle of potential break up to the mixing bowl. 20 minutes at 200 degrees and hey presto, you have this situation.

So...I'll keep you posted on what happens I suppose. But don't expect me to be any cheerier than a Lion trapped in a cage with a sore head. Pretty much...

I'd rather not think about it too much. I feel depressed and stuff. I did more stupid things again. The reason for the title of this post. It's a Greek word - means outletting your emotions (such as grief, fear, sadness, anger) through art, writing or an activity in someway. My favourite English teacher wrote that on the bottom of my reflective essay I wrote about my Mum's passing. So I suppose this is a Catharsis. 

Thought we could do with a few of the hubble telescope pictures to look at something beautiful. Goodbye for now.

Looks like a cosmic butterfly!